Bit of a Mess

My life is starting to feel like a bit of a mess right now; in fact, it feels like a right joke in some respects.

I feel like I am trying to do too much, which then results in me doing too little, as I get overwhelmed and struggle with managing my time in the best possible way.

As I am trying to transition from the thought process to actually taking action, I find myself getting muddled and unsure about the necessary steps to take.  My mind is running away from me, as it jumps from one idea to another.  However, one thing I’ve realised amongst all this mess is that I really need a mentor.

Although I know what I want to do, I am getting confused about where to go and how to get there, which is messing me up.  I also find that possible opportunities are being snatched away from me before they even start, which is proving a hinderance and also messing me up.

I know that God has a plan for me – that is one thing I am sure of – but I am confused about how He has set this plan out and what steps He wants me to take.  I am struggling to hear his voice and understand the way that He wants me to go, which is throwing me off and making me a little unhappy.  I need to hear from my God right now and get some sort of sign, as I believe that it would really help me out.

And please do not get me started on males.  That subject is just a complete joke, which I will fill you in on in a future blog post.  I seriously believe that I am destined to be single at this point in my life; in fact, I don’t think that I should be dating anyone.

All in all, I feel like I am up in the air right now and I don’t know when I’m going to come down.  I just know that I need help from my loving God to sort out this mess.  I certainly can’t do it on my own.