How can it be that I feel most uncomfortable in one of the places where I should feel most at ease?
Why is it that I feel at my least happiest around people that should be like an extended family?
How can I be made to feel so angry in an environment where I should be calm and serene?
Why do I feel out-of-place instead of feeling part of an extended community?
How I can I not stand to be around the very people that should be like a support system?
It is a real shame that I feel this way and although I ask how can it be, I already know the answers to these questions. However, the questions I do not know the answers to are, why do these people behave like this and what makes them act this way? I really wish I knew the answers to those questions.