There are a number of a occasions these days when I find myself wondering, what should I say or what should I do? I sit there confused and pondering for a long time about what I should say in response to them or whether I should even start talking to a particular person at all.
Due to my loss of confidence and fear of the world, I found myself losing some of my conversational skills that had grown strong over the years. Although I am gaining my confidence back and getting back out in the world again, I find that my conversational skills are sometimes lacking. I’ve always struggled to express myself through speech anyway, which is why I prefer the power of written word.
Trying to figure out what to say is becoming a common occurrence in my life at the moment, especially with the weird direction that some of my relationships have been heading in. I don’t want to come across as blunt, rude, fake or anything like that, so sometimes I simply decide not to reply. I know that could seem rude as well, but I just have no idea about how to respond.
I also don’t know what to do when it comes to a number of people in my life. Should I speak to them or let them come to me? Should I ask what’s going on or if there’s problem? Sometimes I just think why bother???
Deciding what to do or what to say can be difficult, confusing and just annoying, but it has to be done in this life and I need to do it to the best of my ability. Eventually I’ll figure out what to say and in time I’ll definitely figure out what to do.